Its been 11.5yrs since my buddy, boyboy has been with me.
I got him when i was pri 4.
I kept annoying my parents that how cute a dog is and how much i wanted it.
One day, my dad asked me to go down and find him, he was holding a white maltease.
Ii was v joyful and was the first to brought him home.
Since then, i became his owner and he follows me everywhere i go..
As i was young and hes a male dog, this name "boyboy" came out of my mind and so i named him boyboy.
In the beginning, i would play with him and bring him down for a walk everyday..
But as days go by, i became lazy.
I care for myself more than him.
I stopped bringing him down often, but still sometimes i do.
Despite me neglecting him, he still loves me the most among my family.
Whenever im back home, unlocking the door, he would alr be behind the door shaking his tail waiting for me to come in.
When he sees me, he would spin round and round jumping at me and licking me.
But no matter how much i neglected him, i still loves him alot, i know it.
When i reached home at 4am, he would gladly wake up from his sleep and welcome me home whole everyone is soundly asleep.
He is rly my best buddy i can ever have.
He is not only my buddy, but also my crying partner.
He shares laughter and tears w me.
Whenever im down, i would sit by him looking at him and telling him what happened and openly tear infront of him, i feel warmth when im w him..
He is willing to listen and also console me in his own ways.
i really love him alot..
On december 27, while i was sleeping after 2days of absent from home, i heard him screaming and quickly woke up from my deep sleep.
I saw him struggling like he is having fits and his muscles are stiff..
Me and my dad tot that he would be normal after a massage as it happens a few times alr and would go back to normal after few mins of massage.
However, his back legs were somehow crippled after that. he has to walk w his front legs dragging his back legs...
And, he keeps walking away from me to another quiet room to moan by himself.
I guess he doesn't want me to see him in that state..
My heart aches seeing him like that..
By evening, mum came home and we brought boyboy to the vet.
When our number was called, i carried him up and he bite me multiple times on my tumb and doesnt wna let go..
The doctor then gave him antibiotics jab and we went back.
Shortly after we reached home while i was in the room, my mum called out to me saying he is not breathing.
I rushed out and saw that his body is not moving as when he breathes, his body would move v obviously.
I was very scared.. at that moment death came straight up into my mind.
I moved my trembling fingers to his chest and didnt feel a heartbeat.
Tears when rolling down my cheeks while i look at him, touching him...
I really miss you alot boyboy.
I miss ur welcome when im home.
I miss ur smile.
I miss ur barking.
I miss ur presence...
i love you... :'(
I've been crying everynight since the day u left me.
i hope u can read this and be happy in ur other world now..